Self-pity begat depression. Depression begat self-reflection. Self-reflection begat internal upgrades. Internal upgrades begat external upgrades. External upgrades begat change as a whole. This change has made me realize that I am a decent person. I can finally love myself.
Not that way, you sicko.
Loving myself let me be funny and open again. And that begat happiness. The kind of happiness that can only come from within. And with that change and happiness, my little inner light shined. And I wasn't the only one.
As more develops, I'll open up more about it. Really looking forward to writing again.
Shine, you little light, shine.
jay!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteFirst of all I'm truly elated to read this. You're amazing and I'm over the moon thrilled to learn that you know this now, as well. Im a little dramatic right now because I just posted something so similar- yet not so eloquently and wonderfully written!!!!!!!!! Looks like we have been on similar journeys. I miss you! Feel free to email or text or whatever anytime! I'm no longer on fb if you had not noticed. I hope you read my comment- just want you to know how happy I am for you!
Your biggest fan,
Lisa ( former coworker) Sims